My time has come
To send my spirit high above
My soul is sucked in which cause it to be depress.
I'm closed up, no longer my feeling i can express.
My body is still alive but my personality is dead.
No longer i have a reason or even to extend.
My mind is taken over by all these disorders.
I cant control they already took over.
But why should i fight or even bother.
So i write a note saying goodbye to my mother.
Saying sorry for giving you all this pain.
But 3 years of feeling this nor longer i can sustain.