Do This To Me

If only we all knew,
The addiction can be true,
It can take away our life,
And the addiction is not you.

Suicide is heartbreaking,
But a life is in the making,
How can you do this to me?
Cos I’m sitting here shaking.

You once say,
“Don’t end up this way”
But I don’t care,
I want to end this day.

You cut down, really deep,
And you bleed in your sleep,
Why did you do this to me?
Cos I thought you were the one to keep.

Now my life is not worth to live,
Using the knife, I can’t resist,
Cos you were special to me,
But now I cant forgive.

I did not see you for a long time,
But you were always in my mind,
When did you do this to me?
Cos I lost track of time.

Now I am sitting here,
All lost, all in fear,
I have let go of the knife,
And shed my last tear.