My Suiside

I had to make the pain go away
I suffered too much no one could care
Would it matter if I disappeared?
You wouldn�??t see me there

To throw the pain away
I grabbed a knife
Just to hurt so softly
But not relinquish my life

I cut my arm a little too much
As red life spilled before my eyes
Forever waiting for the end
From all my constant cries

It was accidental
But resulted in the best decision
No-one would even miss me
With the knife and skin collision

I am now forever dreaming
Let go all the pain I had to feel
But pain does not hut when it's all you'vefelt
But no is no longer real

I will not think
and will not say
that I am dead
But forever away