Pain and suffering

I'm sitting here,
In the dark,
With a blade in my hand,
And blood in the other,
With a broken soul,
Lost and wondering,
Its bleeding.

Night after night I lie awake
My mind replaying the day
The pain and suffering I go through
Its unbearable and all I want to do is scream.

But if I do nobody will see,
Nobody will hear,
Nobody will feel,
Feel my pain my suffering,

As my blood pours down,
You look around,
You try to find me but you cant
You cant because I am not there.

no longer exist in this world
No longer do I walk among people
No longer do my tears fall
No longer can I feel my pain.