Swiftly moving through the sea's,
A vast empty ocean,
Looking around to find some proof,
That i actually have some emotion.
Feeling scared and worthless,
Like nothing i do is right,
Like I'm winning right now,
But in the end i'll lose the fight.
How do i tell this too you?
How do i make you believe this is real?
How do i know you'll listen?
When I'm not even sure what i feel.
I watch you all walk away,
Laughing, singing, acting your age,
And here am i,
Feeling like an old, torn page.