Have you ever met a person that confuses you to no end?
Yet they're someone who has stuck with you like a true friend?
I know I have, lucky me,
No really, I am lucky as can be,
Two people in my life, my love for them has no conditions,
Yet they have decided to be my demolition,
One is my other half, my soul mate, my lover,
He doesn't realise what he's doing just like the other,
The other is a friend, someone I trust more than most,
But sometimes when I'm around them, I feel I'd be better off a ghost,
One makes me feel I shouldn't exist,
While the other has me doubting the friendship they promised,
Right now I'm trying to balance things just so,
Right now I could do without this woe,
All I can think about is them, one and two,
All the blame I accept and they threw,
It's my fault for everything, especially when its bad,
At least that's how I feel inside, I'm sad,
Neither of you can actually see how much I'm hurting,
And everything inside me is keeping me from blurting,
Never will I come to either of you and tell you,
How hard I'm trying and how much pain I'm going through,
Not once will I cry to you, two and one,
Because of all the damage you two have done,
I love you unconditionally, and I always will,
But it doesn't mean you don't hurt me, you've got some skill,
I'm done hurting, I'm done crying,
I'm done thinking, I'm done trying,
I'm done faking, I'm done choosing,
I'm done competing, I'm done losing,
I'm done!
