I am tired of pretending my hands are yours,
Hugging a pillow that is named after you,
My nights have become longer never ending,
My days feel shorter nowadays,
I could die in my sleep if i do not lie next to you,
Waking up with you between my arms,
I cannot even lock the bedroom door hoping you will come in dead night,
And claim your spot next to me where you belong,
I really,REALLY! want you in bed,
Am like a small child and you are my raggy doll,
The one i cannot let go when i sleep.
