Now that i know

So many feelings go through my head
as you tell me you never stopped loving me
you tell me you just love her more
and you still care for me

i just wish she was never there
those years ago
its just if you knew you loved her
why get with me
why try to be with me for eternity
if you knew you loved her
and we wouldn't always be
why blame the ending of us on me
why couldn't you tell me the truth
of how you love me and all just you love her too
and you want to be with her more
i mean Sure i would cry
yeah I'd be hurt
but at least i would of known why
and we could still hang out without
risking ourselves
i just wish you would of told me
©Angel Wellesley