Why me????

Have you ever wanted to go away,
Have you ever wanted to die?
Have you ever wanted to disappear,
Just to break down and cry.
You don’t know how it feels to just want to be away,
Away from everything,
Away from the pain,
That breaking up brings.
Why did he pick me?
What did I do to make him fall in love with me?
When I met him,
He was just another guy,
Not love at first sight,
But now I lay awake crying at night.
Now its over,
Everyone’s pissed at me,
I don’t know why they can’t see,
That he didn’t make me happy.
I loved him and I always will.
I just hope he done hate me!
I just keep thinking what if we were meant to be,
What if I wasn’t suppose to end,
Me and him.
That will always be on my mind,
His heart will heal in time,
He’ll get over me,
Then he'll see,
That he dont need me!!