I can’t believe I’ve fallen this far.
When I used to say
I would never be like this.
Only a few years ago
when I told myself
I would never cut,
never be depressed
and most definitely never attempt suicide.
But much to my dismay,
I have.
I wish with all my heart
to be able to tell my mom or even a brother everything I’ve done. But it would break their hearts.
which is more than I could bear.
Maybe someday,
many years down a
hopefully well-lived life,
they will all know this past
I’ve kept so secret.
