Pain and Blood

The blood is gushing out of me,
My tears are streaming slow.
There’s barely any life inside,
I don’t have my usual glow.

People are driving me totally mad,
And making me go crazy!
Telling me that I’m dumb and fat,
And always saying I’m lazy!

Feelings build up inside of me,
I’ve never let them out.
For fear that something bad will happen,
WAY worse than the loudest shout!

I used a knife to cut myself,
There’s scars left on my arm.
I wasn’t hurting anyone else,
I was causing my own self harm.

In a way the cutting helped,
It soothed some of my pain.
But then I realized it never helped,
And I’ll never do it again!