Inside

The pain it hurts,
No one can see.
Just how this shit’s,
Destroying me!

The pain is deep,
I make it hide.
The hatred builds up,
It’s all inside!

The sudden urges,
Run through my brain.
Putting me down,
I’m depressed again!

Nobody helps,
Or seems to care.
Afraid to get close,
Watch out, beware!

But that’s not me,
I’m a pretty good kid.
With all my anguish,
Inside, it’s hid!

Sometimes it’s hard,
To get out of bed.
But the doctors think,
It’s all in my head!