Im the only one

God forgive me for my suicidal thought sand for my all of my sins,
But you must undersatand this pain causing tears to roll down my chin.

It's not easy watching everyone get what they want, and then sit back and watch them flaunt what they got.

And Im still sitting here with my tear stained paper neatly marked lines, and I have yet to find answers that lie between those lines.

I don't care what you think cause I know how I feel, I'll keep writting in hopes my soul heals.

Everyones life seems complete with lovers and friends,
while mine is complete with heart that'll never mend.