This Life I Live! - 12/05/2005

Why do I live this life,
It all full of pain,
And hurt and sorrow,
All I want to do is hit the vein.

I hate the way,
I'm left out,
Always the last to know,
That’s why I'm in doubt.

Wanting to hurt my self,
In many ways,
Shapes and forms
On many days.

I feel I'm unloved,
And unwanted,
All I wan to feel is loved,
And wanted.

I feel my life is a waste,
Just a waste of time,
And a waste of energy,
Maybe I'm like a mime.

The marks on my arms,
Are done by me,
I don't know why,
Maybe it’s my plea.