It seems that time has stopped,
I'm caught up in all the lies I'm making,
The tears keep on falling,
While I keep on smiling
It seems that time has stopped
Just so the world can criticize me
It's like everyone is against me
Everyone left me
Left to face this pain alone
Painting art on my body
Scarlet descending from my wrists
The piercing words you sting me with
Make me fall harder
my true self is blurred by tears
Hidden beneath the smiles and scars
I don't even know who I am anymore
Staring at the knife
Staring at death
Unsure of what to do
Life or death.
I'd though this would be an easier decision.
Give me another chance
I'm already dying on the inside.
*Just for the record, I'm not suicidal. I would never do that. Any suggestions for a title?*