Ive fallen for you
But is this love?
This feeling that makes my beating heart throb and ache for more
Not just lust but also a connection
Thoughts and feeling actually meaning something
Our pasts just lost memories in our future together
My fears gone when your in focus and when your there
My stable self scared of losing you at every moment
Yet in my fear I know that you will always be there for me, holding me even as I fight it
Nobody will come between us
Because no one can handle us but each other
We're waiting for sex at the opportune moment
And Im not being myself; a nypho that would give in at any given moment
Finnaly giving my heart, not my body instead
Waiting and falling deeper but only for him
As we talk for hours
My thoughts now for you to keep and treasures they become
Your own golden in my mind
Along with all our memories
The good and the bad
We're making a new future together and a short glorious past
Your protecting me from danger when I can't defend myself
Yet letting me fight my own fights, but backing me if I need it
Your someone to box, yet I can kiss when I get corned
Your someone who will never kick me when I'm already down and broken
While being my bestfriend and my lover
Holding me tight while you steals the covers; leaving me to freeze but warming me up when we cuddle
Scaring me to death and making me laugh
Talking in your sleep, and telling your secrets out loud to the world
Not hidding your affection for me in public
And fighting for my honor when I can't be there
Protecting my friends and respecting them
Not saying I love you back is my one final thing....
But that night you said these words to me and Ill remember them for all time
They have forever remained with me
"I have fallen for you but I only love you now as a friend, lets not rush love we have a life time for those 3 words a life time we will spend together"
I didn't cry then, I felt the same way
my head was spinning as I lay down to sleep.
I hugged you tight then slipped off to a dream
Happy that I had found my one and only.
Love is with us but we don't need to say it, its a bond that keeps us that is more spiritual then verbal