my life hasn't been the same
since you left my life
Ive gotten worse
i rely more on the knife
we promised each other
we wouldn't go to deep
guess you had to much pain
all you did was weep
it was my 14th birthday
everything was going fine
we were having a blast!
never expected it was your time
we were getting tired
so we got in our beds
you reach over on the table
you had forgotten to take your meds
i wake up, your not there
i listen, but don't here a sound
i look everywhere for you
but your nowhere to be found
i go back on my bed
decided id try calling you
nobody answers
i don't know what to do
about 10 minutes later
my mom calls me
i answer, she sounds scared
"I'm sorry, Ive got some bad news honey"
"where are you? what happened?" i say
"I'm at the hospital"
"daddy's coming to get you"
"when you get here, ill tell you it all"
i get to the hospital
every bodies in the waiting room
why is everyone crying?
why is everyone so full of gloom?
my mom comes up to me
"I'm sorry, Ashlie's dead"
"i went downstairs last night"
"i found her in the bed"
i looked at her, confused
"NO!" i yelled as i started to cry
Ashlie's mom & dad took me to where she was
all i could think of is "why did she have to die?"
i saw her lying there
in the hospital bed
her cold, lifeless little body
i couldn't believe she was dead
i ran to her side
shaking her hard
trying to wake her
"wake up you stupid b****rd!"
