Why do things have to change when we bother enter this different world.
Where people are judging, making remarks, that are truly absurd. I want and need to talk to you, but I'm too afraid of what the outcome will be.
Would you take me back or just push yourself away from me.
I cry myself to sleep at night wondering if you still care.
You have your friends, I have mine, but can't we just try and somehow erase this time? I thought all was well till we enter this blank stare. Where nobody knows who they are, or sometimes even where. We change who we are depending on who we are with. i know because you have accused me of this, but you act as if our friendship was all a myth.
The memories we shared,laughing and looking at each other.
and now that same look, we don't even bother. I realize that things change and it's time to move on,
but the pain is unbearable. Our friendship that we cherished is now gone.
So, please just give me a chance and let me make it up to you, tell me the emotional stress that at one time you went through.
I know that you don't wanna dwell on the past, I just want to know what you went through is that too much to ask?
It's funny because the amount of pain that you had, I find myself crying when I'm not even sad.
So now I know how you truly felt, not being able to cope with all that you had been dealt.
And now we switch roles, you're the happy one now. I'm the the girl who stands all alone in the crowd. I've tried all my life to find myself and who I am. I thought i did, and then took off and ran.
I'm wandering around now knowing where.
Please Hun help me find myself and show that you actually care.
