As i sit here my mind goes blank trying to remember your sad face & your sorrow filled eyes. you said you didn't love me anymore, that i was being t0o difficult. everything was a game with me! i tried to say i was sorry & that i could & would change. the love that we shared was t0o sweet to end in bittersweet remorse. but you didn't want to listen, t0o tired of pretending to care. i don't remember what else you said to me my mind was racing, spinning out of control. who was i without you? what would i do? where would i go? how could i live? as my head was tilt-a-whirling out of control emotions took over. i started to cry, to weep a river & through my bleary eyes i looked up at you tears streaming down your face. i saw the love that you still had for me, the same look the same small gleam of spirit in the dark of your eyes. only now your love was smaller, weaker, almost gone, but still there.i closed my eyes & before me a picture show of all the times we spent together, the sorrow, the blinding love. at that moment i knew i had to let you go. with all the love that we shared i had to say goodbye. even though i still loved you i said i was OK with us ending our love affair. deep down i think we both knew the truth. we shared one last bittersweet kiss, it was the perfect end to the perfect beginning. not as a couple but as two friends who share the greatest secret of all time... love.something that cant be lost or taken away. a past, a history. s0o no i sit a small smile on my face, i look across the room at you the same expression on your face. & i know without a doubt, that theres still that same gleam of love in your eyes as they lock with mine. we share a moment that can only be shared by two people who have shared a lifetime of love.
