This Heartache

Dear diary I just hate today
Most likely the worst of all
Today I felt so broken down
But others were standing tall

In school my friends left me
Because of a choice I made
Why can’t they just help me
I feel so lost and so betrayed

My parents are never home
Plus father and I don’t talk
I need someone to just listen
And encourage while I walk

I long to hold my boyfriend
The one who’s slipping away
Every night I cry to sleep
I really hope that he’d stay

Diary, where is God today
He hasn’t heard any prayers
I am beginning to lose hope
But I still believe he’s there

My eyes are swollen red
These tears will never cease
I need someone to hold me
To comfort and bring peace

As for my heart, I feel sorry
For I’m still waiting to mend
I find myself asking one thing
When will this heartache end?