I saw my lips move,
but no words i could utter,
i cant say your name,
without a stumble or a stutter,
i hate this feeling in my gut,
that tells me I'm alone and lonely,
ill be stuck with a cold black heart,
me myself, and i, only.
so maybe I'll say goodbye,
goodbye to everything i hold dear,
goodbye to anything, everything,
all the things i hold near.
I'm grasping for air,
my hand is reaching out for you,
you don't pull me up,
so i say goodbye to everything i knew.
I'm counting the long days,
that seem to pass me by,
but all i could do.
is count the seconds and sigh.
I'm stuck in this gray world,
i cant see any light,
living doesn't seem like an option,
death seems to be more bright.
I'm tired of this same old love story.again and again,
I'm tired of the one being hurt,
again and again.
tears are the words,
my heart cant explain,
I'm living in a cruel world,
I'm living in a life of shame.
I'm living in a game of pretend,
its not like i chose this path i have taken,
though i think it is my fault,
that my life is truly forsaken.
