I’m sitting here crying don’t know what to say
never knowing what’s going to happen or will I be ok
everybody leaves me, everybody will
I’m just so mad I don’t no what to feel
all this pain that I’m hiding in side
I’m taken it out on me with a blade of a knife
as I see the red blood dripping on the ground
I take a deep breath and don’t make a sound
is this really happening I just don’t understand
nobody ever came out to me and offered there hand
nobody cares, not about me
imma kill myself cause I’m my own enemy
I don’t no why I had to take it this far
next thing you know I’ll be drunk behind a wheel of a car
oh......... I just hit a kid I was suppose to turn
now im in hell waiting to be burned
I don’t no why im doing this to me
I need to face the facts that I’m in my life of reality
so why does everybody leave me I guess I’ll never know
I’ll just be down here with no one to hold
so I’m sitting here cryin and I don’t know what to say
never knowing what’s gonna happen or will I be ok
