No Longer Known

I've been crying for hours
In realization that you are gone
I've been sitting here for hours
Watching the fading dawn

I guess now I'm only realizing
What decided to leave me behind
These painful memories
I wanna leave behind and never find

I thought they would hold me together
I thought thats what sealed me as one
But apparently I was wrong
Now I have to turn around and run

I've recently found out
That your pain over me lasted 2 weeks
That only puts on to my pain
And leaves me so I can no longer speak

As I run away from everyone
I keep turning and looking back
Its leaving me too painful
And making my heart no longer intact

I'm becoming someone
That I swore I'd never want to be
I guess now my only option
Is to die in the deep black sea

I'm only half of the man
That I was so long ago
I guess now I must die
And I shall die deep below

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