As I lay down in my bed
I can’t believe what she just said
There are no more doubts
Cause now it’s a fact
Your so-called “love†was nothing but an act
It’s confirmed
Don’t you dare deny it!
Cause I heard it and so did everyone else.
Now everyone in the family knows.
They know why I’m never around or why every time we go somewhere I’m left behind.
So don’t even try to say or make things “rightâ€
Cause it will never work out
Now I know what your all about.
Whether you say that you love me or hate me it doesn’t matter cause you where never around.
I knew it all along your goal was to see me fall to the ground
And I think its working cause I’m starting to feel down.
I never knew you would be this way.
All these years you pretended to love me, I can’t seem to figure out why so much hate?
Is it cause you didn’t want me to live?
Either way I’m going to stay.
Cause if you don’t love me dad does.
And he’s going to be there for me.
Something you didn’t even try to do.
So congratulations “mom†cause your succeeding, your goal is almost accomplished.
Your daughter is closer to heaven each day.
Cause I’m doing it your way.
Are you happy now cause I think you won?
Don’t worry I will be leaving you soon!