Daily Therapy

by †JustAri†   Jun 16, 2005


Just slamming the door
Closes off the rest of the world
Shutting out their emotions
Feeling only my own...

Just turning up the knob
For the volume on my radio
Distracts me from all of the suffering
Numbs the anxiety for awhile

Just holding the razor
Delicately between two fingers
Thinking of what it could do for me...
It comforts me

Just lying down
And burying my head into the covers
Leads me to a portal
Where I'm allowed to escape

Remember...
Deep breath...
Let it go...
Inhale...
Exhale...

Just a pen replacing the blade
When it's placed in my fingers
Write out the pulses running through me
Leaving my heart bleeding on the paper

It calms me.

*Part of my soul...word for word...wrote it 2day. Describes me perfectly nowadays. =/ Peace dudes...haha i just called y'all dudes lol i'm stupid...*

© Copyright Ariana 2003-2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by mkhoviyeun

    i like reading ur poems! 25/5! great sad poem!

  • 19 years ago

    by Jacklyn

    ya i'm trying to get better at love poems, never know if i'm gonna need them some day for some one special, also since me and this one guy have been getting kinda close lately i just guess they are the poems just coming to me lately. don't know how good of a job i'm doing though! lol

    ~PLP~ lil slam~ lots of hugs and love~

  • 19 years ago

    by Princess09

    hey i used to cut too its hard to stop n i no whewre u r cummin frm maybe we can chat sumtime my yahoo is craziepinkblondie n aim is txcuttie4eva

  • 19 years ago

    by Lecrissa

    Hi hon, This was great. You could louse the (for awhile) it would make the verse flow better. But it does sound good just the way it is too.

  • 19 years ago

    by Jacklyn

    lol half of the comments on my new poems are from you, just the people that normally comment, besides you just haven't commented! which is why right now your newer poems have more comments than mine so ha! i win, again! i guess.

    ~PLP~ lil slam~ lots of hugs and love~