I know I'm depressed,
but they won't let me be.
they want me to be happy,
which to me is an impossible thing.
why should I be happy?
whey i want to be sad.
the only way to get over it.
the only way to heal.
the only way to forget.
is to forgive
those I've caused pain.
say I'm sorry for any sort of cause.
resorting to second happiness.
drugs and drinking.
feeling that is make all better,
until they fade away.
until you come back to reality,
for yet another day.
I wish it wasn't like this.
I wish I never did.
I wish I didn't hurt so much,
and I wish I felt the way I did.
I wish pain was easy,
but life wouldn't be the same.
once you made me happy.
once you made me sad.
once you were my everything,
that made me oh so glad.
but now I'm just hurting.
hurting way to bad.
I know I'm depressed,
and I can't be glad.
