No Going Back

-I have submitted this once, but it was a long time ago, and i didn't really get any feedback, so PLEASE let me know what u think, it would mean alot!!-

I took out the blade,
and held it close
slowly but carefully,
I cut my throat
as the blood falls,
I hit the floor.
I drop the blade as
I slowly die.
I start crying,
as my heart beats
no more.

The pain is gone,
and I don’t care anymore,
I can hear someone
opening the door.
Whoever it is,
they scream and they cry
I keep hearing the words
“why oh why”
they drop to their knees,
right by my side,
put their arms around
me and hold me tight

The pain is now gone,
and so is my life
there is no going back,
and I didn’t think twice