The blades on the floor
i see my reflection in the blood
stained on it cause of my anger
my wrists are beginning to flood
because of what you put me through
I'm stuck here hurting myself
sawing at my own wrists
turning my own life into hell
i don't cry anymore
instead i use my blood as my tears
dropping from my wrists night and day
because of the shit you told me over the years.
I love you this
and I love you that
you love to break my heart
Knowing that I'll take you back.
You always wanted to change me
now you've gotten what you wanted
I'm a mean motherf**ker without a heart
not even sure when all this change started
I can't turn back time
So i guess I'll just end it now
I'll finish my life this instant
so you can no longer put me down
i still cant believe the things you did
the way you went for other guys
to know that all the times you said you cared
were all nothing but lies
You took my heart and ripped it
and threw it to the ground
watched me picking up the shattered pieces
that you took and scattered around
now the memories are dead
and my heart is too
I might as well kill myself
I don't wanna live nor love you
I start to the slice again
and i watch the blood drip on my bed
and again the memories haunt me
of all the things you said
you said you'd always be here
to help me when i was losing my head
but when i need a hand
you sit and laugh instead.
Its all because of you
that my bed is covered with blood
from pouring out my wrists
because how you broke my heart for fun.
