I know how you feel... People you asking you "How could you do that to yourself" and "Don't you know that hurts?"... I have OCD, and I wash my hands to the point where that my hands are all pinkish-redish, and they bleed and crack and hurt. People ask me "Why do you do it?" Not the same exact situation, but I DO know what its like in a sense. Hope everything goes your way... Awesome poem by the way ;D

cool, sounds like me...lol...my mom yelled at me