Time and time again
this thing pops in my head
once i think about it
I just can't get it out of my mind,
It starts to drive me crazy,
I think I'm going to die.
Then suddenly its gone
There one second
gone the next.
I don't know were
it comes from
nor where it goes.
But only at night
does it come and
and suddenly go away.
Sometimes i love to think about it.
Other times I wish
it would have never been thought.
But if it would have never been thought I wouldn't
have a reason to keep going
no challenge in my life
I couldn't fight for what i love
nor what i care about
I guess that is why it was thought.