What can i do?

I'm so confused,
I don't know what to do
"GOD" can you please tell me
what can i do?

Should I ingore him?
or pretend that I don't know him?
"Oh God" this is too hard for me to do

Or maybe you think
I should give it times?
that someday he'll finally be mine

Or maybe itz time
for me to realize
that he can never be mine~!