I'm going slowly my eyelids are heavy feels like I'm dreaming it but I know that I'm living it. I'm going slowly I wish I want feeling it. The cars are screeching and the people are sareaming my carwent spinning no way to control it. I'm not moving I think I'm dying. What did I do? I'M,m messing my life up. They told me I'm never going to walk again did it at the wrong time. I spun and couldn't stop. It's over never going to be the same. Why did I do it I knew I wasn't going to make it yet I did it and missed it.He's gone I killed him. How? Why was I being stupid? I loved him and a second later he was gone. I held him in my arms and told him "I'm sorry" his last words were "At least I don't have to see you die" now I'm crying they pried me off of him I didn't want to let go I did now I try to live with out him. It's not working. I'm now trying to walk again. Not going to happen. Another wreak more cars screeching more people screaming. I'm alone my eyelids are heavier then ever. My heart is stopping now I'm the one dying. Now I'm going going and now I'm gone.
