Kept Within

A secret kept deep within
dwelling deep inside of me
hiding from them everything
I don't want them to see

Sometimes I wear a mask
to cover up the pain
I search among my friends
and find someone to blame

It kills me inside
when I realize all I've done
I do to them what they did to me
but it seems no one has won

We've all been left with scarred up wrists
and hearts broken in two
but part of me still wishes
I could have done the same to you