Escape

Cut myself free,
From all of this,
Can't you see,
And wonder,
What you are doing,
Never trying to miss,
Taking the kill shot,
Nail me down,
And kill what could be,
And then a strike of thunder,
And then i lose what I got,
I run from town,
To get away from the stress,
Because all I can see,
Is that there has got to be,
There has to be a better day,
I've gotten lost in the tundra,
The water waits,
To make me guess,
To make me flee,
And drown,
Drown in a way,
Where the light fades,
I ponder my next move,
Do I run and hide?,
Or stay and take the shots,
I need to get out of this mess,
Release this frown,
Find the better day,
Until the sun cascades,
And the ocean waves,
I listen to my head to smoothe,
The pain and fear,
To I leave this fray?,
And stop the mood,
And the way it masquerades,
And releases the hurt,
I need to escape,
Get into gear,
Find that ray,
That can burn this tape