I sigh, looking longingly down the road.
I’m tired of not being apart of this home.
Everyday, I do not exist in his or your eyes.
I try so hard to believe all my own lies.
I pray I’ll wake from this nightmare,
Wishing for you to finally care.
I go for long and exhausting walks late at night,
Wondering if I never came home, would it give you fright?
Aren’t you supposed to protect me?
Why did you let him get me?
I still remember, and you push it away.
I’m sick of excuses, you anger me in such a way…
I’m sick of it, I want to flee.
I’m tired of it, just let me be.
If you haven’t notice by now,
Why should I believe you ever will?
Won’t you just tell me one way how?
You are ignoring me, like then and still!
Hello? Mother? I’m trying to scream!
Hello? Are you even there listening?!
Save me, like you are supposed to.
Help me, before I end up like you!
Hello? I am leaving now, don’t you care?
Hello? I am dieing inside my own nightmare.
Hello? Is there no way to reach you?
Hello? I have a voice and feelings too…
