I can close my eye's to reality
but not my past.
I feel like I'm dying
everything changed so fast.
With everything that's going on
I'm trying so hard to walk the path I've chosen.
I'm trying so hard to push it away.
Every word I speak is as vile as poison.
I try to sort it out
and tell myself I'll be alright
But most of the time I'm lying.
I feel I'm holding on too tight.
What happened to what we had?
Why did you let it burn out?
I guess it didn't matter.
I still love you, that's with out a doubt.
It seems like I don't matter.
It seems you want to move on.
But, I can't let that happen.
I won't let you be gone.
