Not now not ever

This poem is dedicated to my now best friend....
RICHARD DELLAFOSSE....
YOURE A TRUE FRIEND N I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART....

Forever in your arms i thought i would be
but these feelings i feel are different than yours for me....
i always wished we'd be together didn't happen then wont happen ever....
i still keep these feelings locked up inside but one day they'll get so strong that i can not hide....
i know u love me as a friend.... and if thats all there is then my hand i will lend....
if you need a friend i will be there despite nothing through it all i will care i can live with our relationship ya know....just a friend....nothing more nothing less but my feelings i keep hidden while my heart shall mend this poem for you
i wish while i fuss
will show you my old feelings
not love
just us....