Pensive nights leave me restless
pondering is my foe
The doubts surround me
they engulf me
the uncertainty of the night
fail to aid my plight
The darkness leaves me empty
A soul that cannot see me
In the darkness it all becomes clear
And this is what scares me
Nothing to cloud the pain
It stands out naked unmaked
a reality I cannot grasp
The pitter patter of my thoughts
in the darkness alone
I am my biggest foe