A friends suicide (part two)

"you promised me!"
"why did you do this?"
"i love you Ashlie!"
"my best friend i will truly miss!"

I'm so scared Ashlie
you left me all alone
i cant do this
i wont make it on my own!

its almost been a year
since you took your life
i cut more now
my new best friend is the knife

ill soon be gone
it wont be long
ill be with you again
where i really belong

you knew how i felt
you dealt with the same
we started cutting
it was the only thing that kept us sane!

now that your gone
i got no reason to stay
i need you here
but your to far away!

give me a month
maybe two
just wait and see, i promise!
it'll again be me and you