How can you do that. Suicides please themselves and leave their friends and family distraught. Dont u care?

yah i do care but all the crap ive been thru....its so hard not to do this kinda stuff....im not gonna committ suicide ive tried so many times and failed and it dont get me anywhere but the hospital bed so im givin up on it im tryin to stop cutting and everything i just hope it works!