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by allie Jun 18, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / other
What did i do wrong? why does everybody want to hurt me? my ex-boyfriend is pissed probably cause I'm done with him completely my sis had told me he wants my boyfriend and i dead i hope its not true maybe shes just messing with my head i know she likes him hes like a bro i wish i knew if it was me or him that she wants dead but ill never know he cheated on me with her but he says it was his friend i believed him, got pissed at her ill never know the truth in the end shes my best friend now she is like the bigger sis that i never had and i love her! and she loves me, its true bliss! we help each other with everything even though we might fight it don't change anything we still love each other! were bound so tight! i don't want her to choose me or him but hes put my life in danger my sis wont let me do anything i don't know whats gotten into her maybe she does want me dead or maybe she doesn't want me or him hurt i wish i knew and its killing me cause i don't my heart feels so burnt i wish this was all a dream i don't want to cry does everybody really want me dead? if so, i wish i knew why!!!