My good-bye

Holding me in your arms
you protected me from all harms
keeping me close
making sure i don't over dose
the thought keeps coming back
where in this did we slack?
you saying you love me
wont let me be
you had my heart
and stabbed it with a dart
hurting my soul
making me feel like I'm standing on coals
but you don't ever notice anything
for my life I'm about to hang
and just wanted to inform you b4 i do
hes not the only one who hurt me,you did to
for so long Ive had to hide
and now its time Ive died
ill slit my wrists
and let the blood fall like a mist
then tie the rope around my neck
ill scream like heck
and as my screams drown into the niter
you'll realize i have always been right
i love you but this will be over in a flash
here i go,this time its my head i bash
so soon it was high
but now it ends.....and this is my good-bye