The truth

by Cody   Jun 18, 2005


I don't even care anymore. thats what i tell my self. but deep down inside i care more than i know.

i stood right next to you. but you didn't even see. gave him a hug. and walked away from me.

a tear rolled down my eye. for i knew that it was over. i thought you said you like me. i thought you said it wasn't over.

maybe you just didn't have anything to say. maybe i should have just walked away.

i cry as i write this. cry because you don't even see. I'm left here waiting. but with nothing but jealousy.

i don't even know who he was. i don't even know his name.

you wanted me to come to you game. i thought you really wanted to see me. you left me standing there. damn did i look like an idiot.

now i want the truth. even if its hurts. no more lies no more burns.

am i still on your mind. am i still in your heart. you know who you are. the one I'm writing this to. plz tell me the truth, for i would do it for you.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Erika

    See..... I did hurt you, after all that, what i said, I did hurt you. What can I say I just knew it would happen, it always does, and the more I prevent it the worse i make it, I wish I wouldn't have hurt you, I wish I could do it all over, and have you forever....

  • 19 years ago

    by Erika

    Look Cody this is the absolute truth! straight from my heart and mind. I really like you ALOT, maybe even love you. I'm afraid though, afraid of getting hurt, afraid of being let down, afraid of being left totally alone. I won't be able to stand it, and I'm afraid of what i could do. I'm just not ready. I don't know what else to say, but if you really want to know what I'm thinking I can't put it all on here, I hope we talk later. Look I don't mean to hurt you, that's another reason why I"m trying to stay away is because I can't hurt you, I like you too much to see you in pain. I just don't know.......