Look Cody this is the absolute truth! straight from my heart and mind. I really like you ALOT, maybe even love you. I'm afraid though, afraid of getting hurt, afraid of being let down, afraid of being left totally alone. I won't be able to stand it, and I'm afraid of what i could do. I'm just not ready. I don't know what else to say, but if you really want to know what I'm thinking I can't put it all on here, I hope we talk later. Look I don't mean to hurt you, that's another reason why I"m trying to stay away is because I can't hurt you, I like you too much to see you in pain. I just don't know.......

See..... I did hurt you, after all that, what i said, I did hurt you. What can I say I just knew it would happen, it always does, and the more I prevent it the worse i make it, I wish I wouldn't have hurt you, I wish I could do it all over, and have you forever....