As i stand there i begin to think
looking back on my past
Only able to frown, no smile
thinking of how everything has gone wrong
Wondering if they were right
Do i really only have myself to blame?
Falling to my knees the tears begin
Throwing my hands up, I surrender to them
I don't know why your doing this to me Lord, but I trust your judgment and I surrender myself to you!! Take me where you wish!!
I am sorry for my mistakes
Sorry for the pain i have caused
I am sorry for the things i have done
Sorry for the words i have spoken
Stopping to breath I look around
Seeing people stare
Why all the strange looks?
Do I have something on my face?
Is my hair a mess?
I don't know why your doing this to me Lord, but I trust your judgment and I surrender myself to you!! Take me where you wish!!
They begin to laugh
Standing to my feet I wipe my eyes
No longer gonna be walked on
No longer gonna be controlled
No longer gonna give all for nothing
The laughs begin to stop
I scream as you ask why
Because I have surrendered but not to you
I have surrendered my life
