It's like a noose, tightening around my neck...
making it so hard to breathe I'm trying to hold back.
I let down the barrier, it fell down to fast.
I need some time to heal these wounds
that i suppressed.
It hurts like a knife to my back,
what ever did i do to deserve to feel like this?
You held the key to my heart,
and instead you tore it apart.
I sit here alone and depressed,
nothing left to do,
but to ride this roller coaster until its through.
Hope it stops soon, I'm feeling a little sea sick.
I know I cant take much more, it hurts to move.
I feel so numb, I made the mistake to let you in.
I knew that from the start, but my heart wouldn't listen
and now this pain has intertwined so deep.
all i feel is hurt and disbelief of what you have done to me.
I'm trying so hard to ignore you
but all I can think of is talking to you.
Hoping we will go back to the way it was,
when I felt safe within your arms
You used to take the pain away,
and make everything okay.
Now you just add to the bad,
and make me so sad.
Remembering of what we used to be like
and what we used to have.
Knowing it will never be the same,
I need to let it end and learn to deal with it.
