I said no,
and of course you insisted
i told i wasn't ready,
but again you persisted
tired of the fight,
i slowly laid back and let you take it
you seemed happy i gave up,
was it because it was a challenge?
a longing desire to play "the game"
is that what i was to you?
just another stupid game...
thats why your done with me?
you got what you wanted..
i hope your happy...
Now that its over can you answer my questions?
or is that still something you don't do?
you make me sick,
but the thing that i really hate...
is that i don't hate you at all,
i try so hard everyday and every night,
i just want you out of my thoughts..
you fill my head,
your everywhere i look!
i dream about you at night...
you think i like being hurt?
over and over again you come back
why cant you just leave for good?
because you know you can get what you want from me?
or is it because I'm weak?
did you realize that you made me this way?
it was you that took away my power,
Ive never hated myself so much,
and it kills me to know that the person i love did this to me!!
