Wanting To Die

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn’t?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but just couldn’t?
You fall deeper with each passing day
But try to hide it in every possible way
He’s only a friend, nothing else
At least that’s what you keep telling yourself
A simple glance turns into a stare
But you pretend not to care
It’s “not right” for you two to be
Is that why you hide it, so no one will see?
How long can you pretend?
Keep lying you just wanna be a friend?
Maybe these feelings you can never show,
Because it’s “wrong” for him to know
You can’t risk your friendship over this
So being his is an impossible wish…