Bloody Tears

Tears spill over
As blood leaks through
My daily facade
Which always fools you

My tears fall to the floor
Joining my blood on the ground
Tearing off this facade
My heart irregularly pounds

Holding onto the knife
Digging deep into my skin
Trying to cut out this part of me
Buried so deep within

Continually cutting....
Now numb to the pain
Deaf to the world
A stranger to my own name

Looking into the mirror
Staring at my tear-covered face
No, this is not the reflection
You would imagine for "Grace"

Crying tears of blood....
Everything becomes blurred
While this yearning for death
Has just been stirred

Emotions overflow
Tears react
Blood leaks through
My world turns black