Why?

by samara   Jun 19, 2005


I just want to slit my wrist . . .
just once
it wont do anything . . .
just maybe, hopefully kill me slowly
i don't know why. . .
its a thought i cant seem to get rid of
and yet its a thought i cant explain

thats not selfish is it?
I'm taking away everyones pain, no?
I'm taking away the pain of my mother, who never wanted me
the pain of my father, who all it seems like is i bring him problems and who too didnt want me
the pain of my ex-boyfriend, that way he doesn't have to deal with me period. . . so that i can jsut leave him alone like he wants me to
i jut want to make everyone happy and i cant seem to do that no matter how hard i may try, every single day of my life i can never seem to make that one wish, the wish for everyone to be happy with me or to love me, come true . . .

why?
why?
why?
wh-

i love you all.
enjoy life like i will not
think of me when your all out having a good time
live life to the fullest
don't EVER mourn for me

don't mourn my death
don't cry at my wake or funeral
don't wear black, wear white
celebrate my death

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  • 19 years ago

    by katie ( Milo 1)

    hey you, very good poem. you know you and i can relate to the same things. but cutting your wrist does not get rid of the pain trust me i know. every time you look at your wrists it's a reminder of the pain you went through that day. next instead of cutting.... write!

  • 19 years ago

    by samara

    thanks kyky idk its just something ive been feeling very strongly latly and i felt i shuld write about it. im not all that glad that you can rlate though lol but thank you.
    xoxo samara

  • 19 years ago

    by kyky

    hey samara,
    This is a really great poem good work my fav part is the 1st paragraph i can fully relate
    love kyky

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